The best thing that I can do is to keep on trying to write the thesis.It is the only thing keeping me from graduation. The more that I try to work, the better my writing becomes. All the time I was inschool, I felt priveleged.
Now I have to finish.
Now I am the one who really cares.

I can't say that writing gets any easier but over time, I hope that it will.
Now may not be the best time to focus on myself, But I have no other subject. I can only pretend that I really see the world around me. All of it filters through my bloodshot eyes.